I hate when I discount the partnership Lindsay and I had. She is an amazing one of a kind girl but, she turned out as broken as the rest. Our relationship was like a more than friends less than lovers kind of thing. We were both in the same place at the same time and bonded.
We werent in love and that is why it was so easy for us to move on.
I'm in her apartment right now, and I miss her and I miss Ryan. Neither one of us can afford to see each other and now that I don't have a computer I can't video chat with them. I never wanted to be the guy who had a son he never saw. Especially a son. I know Lindsay is kind of a smotherer.
Still, she is a sweet girl and she is so young and I was supposed to be her rock. I was trying to make life easy for her and all I did was screw it up even more. I love Lindsay, I should call her.
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